I was having my morning coffee with a friend of mine! We decided I should write a happy and positive blog! It should be about the positive side of people! It should be about girls in summer dresses and happy go lucky folk. I got nothing!

Hello it’s me again with my rants! It’s Monday the beginning of the week and I’m waiting on my 50 bucks of welfare to feed myself with this week! And buy 10,- bucks of weed to medicate myself! I don’t smoke anymore it’s just the weed and the odd cigarette I can bum from the…

There’s even a Coca Cola commercial trying to open your eyes! Nike does it too! More are doing it! Hip it up! With some poetry and a hip hop beat! True pieces of art! Yes! It’s hip! Hahahahaha! I like it! Grow up my children in a world of bliss. Where your opinion counts and…

Are you busy with your likes on social media! Are you having fun posting boring laugh shit that tries to invoke some kind of interaction with others to get yourself out of the boring normal life Great for you! Hope you create a world around you that keeps feeding you the same shit as the…

I have a appointment this afternoon with a independent psychiatrist that will evaluate me. So to see if I still have to be forced to take mental healthcare medication. But what if I’m not the monster they portray me to be! What if I just wanna make great art! What if all the medication make…

Enough of your television reality! Enough with the radioshows. Some metal music please! Draw a picture of a beautiful woman with stuff that’s funny or something completely different! Or one of the faces I see here in Amsterdam that are memorable for some reason! Just something to do really! A little practice!

Hmm. Some conversations have been going weirdly lately in my social sphere! Facts dwindle and the truth has become vague and projected with quotes and believes of a second nature! So I smoke some more weed! Just to escape the madness and dwell in my little bubble of social media and news and actualities of…

This ones kind of obvious but it’s a good thing! All about family and offspring but also handing down idea’s to the next generation so it translates more to a extended family you thought you’d never had! Peace!

The whimsical whims of the king and queen are the same as ever but the guard doesn’t care. It isn’t his job! He’s doing as he’s told! He’s got his own agenda! There’s a big following on the background ducking and weaving! Is there rhyme to this chaos! Peace

Don’t be afraid for the big bad evil! Be yourself. Don’t doubt! Aim for the greater good! Take a chance! Maybe you won’t be catcht by it’s tentacles! Your on your own! Peace

Don’t you ever wanted to do the right thing even if this meant not taking as good a care of yourself than you’ll be taken care of other’s better! Right! Big strong man taking care of fragile woman. By leaving! Okay! Love and stuff! Hahahahaha! Peace!

The path you follow in life is your own! The people you meet can enrich your life or be a anker! Hopefully you’ll experience the full rainbow of people out there! Guided by a sort of inner voice to steer you clear from mistakes. Surrounding yourself with good people and not trolls! Everyone should have…

Just a cup of coffee! Smoke a cigarette in the yard after not seeing each other in a decade! Having a small laugh! Brotherly confessions! Stupid grins on our faces! Sun is shining! But there’s a difference I’m in a clinic! My brain got fried from not sleeping enough an malnutrition! So! Yeah we’re both…

I don’t know much about having a mom! Mine died when I was little! The memory is engraved in black and white when she went! So I know little! I just knew she had a terrible disease – later known to me as cancer! So I grew up with a grandmother and a aunt! Well…

Just done some groceries I’m happy I have bought some eggs, bread and dressing. Love living in Amsterdam all the basic necessities within walking distance from my home! It saves in transport costs and living on welfare sucks so it’s great that I don’t have any extra costs! The weed’s great too! So there’s enough…

I try my hardest to but I’m really bad at it! So many people sound like major nutcases! We try and have a decent debate about the divide that racism is causing the Dutch society! Well there are plenty of racists out there and their very cunning in disguising it with jokes! Which are plain…

Waking up each morning with a mouthful of barf isn’t much good. Luckily I drank my morning coffee so it isn’t half as bad as I do it without my morning coffee! But luckily the puppet of this society called a psychiatrist thinks I’m doing okay! The medication is working! I’m being a productive contributor…

It’s this time again I’m bored and witnessing to much bullshit on tv! So let’s do something productive! Write a blog about the egocentric behavior of human kind on its own! The mass anthropological behavior and the individualist in each and every person! Yes! No! Sounds like good practice to do on a Sunday morning!…

Yeah! Are you happy! You’re claiming that the universe you’ve created has the better perspective on equality! Which stops poverty! No it doesn’t always have to be there! Now that corona is restarting society! Well? Kind of restarting! The commercials on tv! Have pulled the heartstrings! You deserve to go on holiday! You deserve that…

You didn’t notice but this corona virus has us all beat! After the fear! People got tired of it! They mutter and protest about the regulations, but as soon as they say they are loosening the regulations everyone is going back to what they were doing before! The madness continues. We’re going back on holidays!…

No! I am the one trapped in your madness! Your so mad that the judge believes you and that I get medication. Yes that’s right! Your mad! Your deranged your cuckoo. You are so full of shit and you love to hear yourself talk. You think your always right and that what your doing is…

Try and imagine that your playing a video game! A shooter like Call of Duty, or Quake or Unreal. Your stuck in one map! It last you 15 minutes and you have to play it everyday for the rest of your life! Over and over! You get different players each time! Most fuck up! Some…