I’m still writing a blog so there’s still some fight in me! But it’s hard I more frequently choose flight! Because it dawned on me that some people you can’t change. They’re limited. They have compulsive thoughts. It’s not like they’re open to change. They’re stuck in their believes. It’s impossible for them to see…

Don’t get me wrong I see most things that show up on television or social media platforms as commercials. It’s one big commercial show. Everyone is trying to sell something. Whether they wrote a book because they’re smart. Or have a revolutionary idea to help people with some kind of gadget. The only time I…

Your Neo in the Matrix you’ve not gotten your choice of red pill or blue pill, because your not such a great hacker as Neo is. You don’t see the depth of the matrix. Remember in the movie the multitude of people enjoy the matrix even so much so that even those who live their…

I go to bed early, because I’m tired from the antipsychotic medication. Which means after 12 hrs of sleep I wake up early in the morning. It’s wonderful the city is still at sleep. The radio is still at station 4 which means I wake up to the sweet sound of classical music. Nice and…

You sing along to that song about love and the tribulations and celebration it is. Because that’s the scope of reality. Whether this is lifestyle or dream oriented. It’s all a big happy or heavy song. Life’s escapism sang in a royal song of luxury. Nothing wrong with successful living, but there’s something wrong with…

Why so afraid to get Elgar’s! According to the right we’re living it up! It’s all parties and lobster! Yeah I’ve seen the videos. Shame on them! Lobster is a fest! Don’t get to buy lobster on welfare some deepfreeze fish. But that’s it. Nooooo the right wing portraits welfare as leeches. Luxury lifestyle leeches,…

Its early in the morning I’m listening to the news. Trying to wrap my mind around how much crap there is in the world. True injustice. Exploitation, leeching and money hungry monsters surround me. But I’m the dangerous one! Sure I think I’m not! I’m the least of your problems. I’m like Jesus. A happy…

So imagine your on welfare and according to others that’s your own fault, because that’s what you are a leach of society. Your days are spend waiting on money to keep filling up the depletion of your daily life. You need an escape from all that negativity. So where do you go! Well you’ll spend…

I’m an animal person! They act like nature intended! They’re happy, sad or confused especially when we humans interact with them. But humans are weird! They interact aggressively when they are confronted with their mistakes and say it could’ve happened to anyone so there’s no blame! Our laws do the same! When there’s something wrong…

Well that’s easy the power of repetition! Did you know experts calculated the average persons attention span! So that they know when to blast you with commercials. Yes that’s right important people from the industry know when you’re peaking and when your down. This is than applied to any medium! They went as far to…

I was born an reactionary! I’ll probably stay one for the rest of my life! I wasn’t born with a silver spoon in my mouth! My life straight out of the womb was being an reactionary! My life is shaped around me to voice that dream of freedom! But every time I’m confronted that I…

Well in a really disturbing world there’s people like psychiatrist. Who judges people who are on hefty medication. So what does it mean when they write stuff in that report they do. Well that’s easy your on heavy medication so you’re a junky! Junkies do weird stuff! Kicking antipsychotic medication is like kicking harddrugs. So…

Heeej daar is onze vergeetachtige leugenaar weer! Word tijd dat ie oprot. Hij mag wel 2 miljoen voorkeur stemmen hebben (Op de wat 14 miljoen mensen die mogen stemmen) als nummer 1 op de lijst waar overigens door partij stemmer gewoon word geselecteerd wie dr ook staat. Zolang de partij dat maar goed vind en…

Noooooo… I’m on anti psychotic medication. So I don’t feel shit! I don’t care for anything! I’m bored! Nothing can amuse me! My life is hollow! It has no meaning! No emotion! No love! No hate! No pleasure! No feelings whatsoever on anything that happens in life! So I don’t care for your media! I…

Yeah sure dude it’s a scary movie we live in. But it’s not the movies beginning. We’re in the midst of its winning. You portrait it as something evil and futuristic. But I prove your wrong making it realistic. Saying it’s making you really sick. But you’re in the middle so thick. You’re living it…